Tuesday, November 18, 2008

lalalalalala

I'm so bored. I'm sitting in class and i'm falling asleep.
I hate this class. Astronomy is sooo boring.
School in general is just lame.
I'm so glad next week is thanksgiving break.
I need a whole week off of school.
School=yuck!!

Monday, November 17, 2008

grrrr...

I'm so aggravated!

I'm so annoyed!!

Idk things are just getting on my last nerve right now!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, November 8, 2008

beyond hurt...

So what does it mean when your boyfriend won't take you to his friends house. When there is going to be someone else's girlfriend there. Is he embarrassed by me or something. I understand the fact that my ex would be there but it's been 2 FREAKING YEARS AND HE NEEDS TO GET OVER IT!!!!!!!! He has a girlfriend! WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO HANG OUT WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS FRIENDS IF HE'S THERE!!!?!?!?!!!! WHAT THE HELL KIND OF SENSE DOES THAT MAKE!!!!!!!!!!! I UNDERSTAND THAT DANNY IS TRYING TO BE "SYMPATHETIC" OR WHATEVER TO HIM, BUT IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET OVER IT!!!!!! I UNDERSTAND WHAT I DID WAS MEAN BUT MY GOD!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE COMPLETE CRAP!!!!!!!!! AFTER 2 YEARS YOU STILL CAN'T EVEN RUN INTO YOU WITHOUT IT BEING WEIRD! I DON'T EXPECT US TO BE "BEST FRIENDS" BUT I CAN'T GO ANYWHERE WITH DANNY THAT YOU MIGHT BE!! IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME!!! SO PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW IT MAKES SENSE TO YOU!!!! I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH DANNY!! YOU SHOULD HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT. I SHOULD BE ABLE TO GO WHERE I PLEASE WITH HIM. AND YOU SHOULD HAVE NO SAY!!! YOU ARE CONTROLLING MY LIFE 2 YEARS AFTER WE'VE BROKEN UP!! IT'S NOT RIGHT!!!! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT!!!!


i'm sooooooo beyond hurt and pissed.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

ugh...

It's like 1 in the morning and i can't sleep.

i'm freakin exhausted but i just cant sleep.

I have to be up in about 7 hours.


Lame....

..........

There's nothing i can say really. My neighbor didn't make it. It was a major upset in our neighborhood.


Prayers are needed.

WOW

So we just had a major thing happen on our tiny street. The man across the street John fell and things dont look good. We had the ambulance and fire trucks down here.


But things dont look good. prayers are needed.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Laptop!!!!

I FINALLY got a laptop. And i LOVE it!!!!

A lot happened over the weekend.

Thursday-I ordered my laptop, i could barely contain my excitement. I was jumping and bouncing off the walls!! It was supposed to be here on Monday and that felt like forever away! I was able to go pick up the router the next day. So i did.

Friday-I had class at 9 so i did that, then it was time to go to Mishawaka. I went to Circut City to pick up my router and that took all of 2 seconds!. Then when i got home, my mom said that we were going to get Verizon.
FINALLY!!!!! So my mom and i went and got verizon. excitement #2!!!

Saturday-Nothing really exciting. I painted glass for the craft show all day. I was starting to not feel good. And i'm not real sure but i think it was all the excitement!

Sunday- This day was my 2 year anniversary with Danny (11-2-06)!! He came over around 1230 and brought me the prettiest roses, and he bought me 2 computer games for my new laptop. My grandparents came over at about 1 or so and they stayed for a while. Danny and i went and got Wendy's when they left. Then we came back and we watched Billy Madison. We kind of just hung out and had a good day together. We went out to eat at Olive Garden and we came back and we watched the Colts game.

Monday- I had class at 10 but I didn't feel good. Danny stayed the night and we played some Monopoly. But we both got frustrated and had to quit. And then around 1230 my laptop came!!!!!!! I set it up and Danny put the games on it that he bought me. And it didn't quite work so he got frustrated. We went and got Subway. Shortly after Danny left that was at like 330. : ( I pretty much played with my laptop all day and night long after that.

It was a lot to happen in a few days. All the excitement literally made me sick. I couldn't stand it!!

Today i went over to Jake's to hang out with him and Shannon. Jake was in pain from his surgery yesterday, but he seemed to be doing pretty good. Before i went over there i stopped and bought him some Blue juice cuz he was out. Jake loves him some blue juice!!! I even went to his appointment with his mom and Shannon. He came home and slept. i left while i was sleeping.

Right now, it's time for me to get ready to go to work.. LAME!!! I hate work. But i have to go.