A trip to the Grocery Store

I wanted to make a Fruit and Walnut pasta salad. So Danny and I went to Martins to pick up some ingredients, like apples and peaches, grapes, pasta, walnuts, orange juice and of course some other sweet treats. As we walked through the meat department and the past the drink isle, i realized how natural it felt to be shopping with him. I mean we've gone shopping together before, but it was usually just for 1 or 2 things. This was like a 10 item trip. We walked looking for our items while Danny held the basket and i held his hand, or i found what i needed. We had a pleasant conversation, not sure what exactly it was about, but it was good. I guess what i'm saying is, it felt so right shopping for groceries with him. It was like we'd done it every day for the last 2 years.

Tonight was a good night. No fights, just little spats that lasted about 2 seconds. Tonight was almost perfect. I love him.

This turned out to be a perfect trip to the grocery store.

Just a little..

So i'm just a little bit stressed. School, personal life, work.

Astronomy is killing me! I still don't understand what i'm doing exactly. Thank God for Danny.
Spanish is pretty easy (I need at least 1 easy class).
Geography is better now that i actually have a book.
Enviro. best class.

No time for bff's or barely any for Danny.

I finally got more hours at work but it cuts into the time i have to study and do homework a lot! Maybe i'll have to cut back a day.

School makes life hard.

Blech!

Last night

Yesterday during the day was ok. I was kinda bored. I've decided to start reading classic books. I just finished reading 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea, and i'm in love with that book. It for one thing made me realize that I want to be doing something with the Environment for a career. And it was also a nice change from the writing now. I could read the book without seeing all the typo's and all that grammatical stuff. And now i'm reading Through the Looking Glass, and Alice's Adventures in Wonderland. Just book number 2 on my list of about 30.

Anyways, last night was a good night. Danny called and asked if i wanted to meet him for dinner at Olive Garden. And of course i said yes. He got off work and called me again and said he wanted to go T.G.I.F's. So that's where we went. He got mini BBQ sliders and I got a chicken jalapeno sandwich. It was so good. Then we went and walked around the mall for a little bit. Then sat in my car and talked for a while. I feel bad because I kept him late, when he had to get up this morning and work at 730-630. I'd say that overall it was definitely a good night.

Today I had class at 9. Not bad. Then some homework ( maybe), and some reading. I don't know what I'm gonna do later. But for now i'm just going to go chill.

Lata!

school

Now i have to go into Ivy Tech so i can get my 2 books that i should have had like 4 weeks ago. But the bookstore is SO stupid that they can't give me my money so i can go buy books or anything! I'm so frustrated with the Financial aid dept there that it just makes me want to scream!!!!!!!

Hopefully all will go well and i will be able to get my books. Wish me luck!!!

Random thoughts

So lately I've been doing a lot of thinking. I've not been thinking about anything specific, just basically everything. I realized that most of the time when I'm at home i'm in my room, and that's because i want to be alone. I like my freedom. So I've been thinking a lot about going away to school or getting an apartment, something along those lines. Funny thing is the school i would probably end up going to (St. Joe) is the one that my 18 year-old cousin goes to. They have the program i want and move areas of it than anywhere else, and it's far enough but close enough to home. My other option would be going to a school in Winona (Grace). That's close to my aunt and uncle and cousin. And it's closer to home. I looked at a school that is only 30 minutes away from Danny, but out of state college fees are RIDICULOUS!

Danny says he would not mind moving into an apartment with me, but he doesn't want to feel bad ditching out on me in about 3 months when he goes to school in PA. And i only have one friend that would want to move out like ASAP, but that would be really awkward, so that's not an option. I mean i guess i can wait another like 12 months. If Danny still wants to do that when he gets back from school that will be awesome. If i haven't already done it by then myself.

School this year has SUCKED! I hate all but one of my classes. And i don't even know what to take next semester because they don't have anything further in Environmental science. I've been completely stressed out by school. the financial aid office at school is NO help at all, so i can't get 2 of the books i need. I need to get a laptop for 2 of my classes and i can't do that either until i get my school money. I don't understand astronomy and i can barely do anything for my geography class because i need the book. Just thinking about it makes me stress out.

For right now i'm going to just let things happen the way they are supposed to happen. I have Spanish class in the morning so i'm going to sleep..

Peace!