Saturday, November 8, 2008

beyond hurt...

So what does it mean when your boyfriend won't take you to his friends house. When there is going to be someone else's girlfriend there. Is he embarrassed by me or something. I understand the fact that my ex would be there but it's been 2 FREAKING YEARS AND HE NEEDS TO GET OVER IT!!!!!!!! He has a girlfriend! WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO HANG OUT WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS FRIENDS IF HE'S THERE!!!?!?!?!!!! WHAT THE HELL KIND OF SENSE DOES THAT MAKE!!!!!!!!!!! I UNDERSTAND THAT DANNY IS TRYING TO BE "SYMPATHETIC" OR WHATEVER TO HIM, BUT IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET OVER IT!!!!!! I UNDERSTAND WHAT I DID WAS MEAN BUT MY GOD!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE COMPLETE CRAP!!!!!!!!! AFTER 2 YEARS YOU STILL CAN'T EVEN RUN INTO YOU WITHOUT IT BEING WEIRD! I DON'T EXPECT US TO BE "BEST FRIENDS" BUT I CAN'T GO ANYWHERE WITH DANNY THAT YOU MIGHT BE!! IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME!!! SO PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW IT MAKES SENSE TO YOU!!!! I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH DANNY!! YOU SHOULD HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT. I SHOULD BE ABLE TO GO WHERE I PLEASE WITH HIM. AND YOU SHOULD HAVE NO SAY!!! YOU ARE CONTROLLING MY LIFE 2 YEARS AFTER WE'VE BROKEN UP!! IT'S NOT RIGHT!!!! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT!!!!


i'm sooooooo beyond hurt and pissed.

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