So what does it mean when your boyfriend won't take you to his friends house. When there is going to be someone else's girlfriend there. Is he embarrassed by me or something. I understand the fact that my ex would be there but it's been 2 FREAKING YEARS AND HE NEEDS TO GET OVER IT!!!!!!!! He has a girlfriend! WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO HANG OUT WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS FRIENDS IF HE'S THERE!!!?!?!?!!!! WHAT THE HELL KIND OF SENSE DOES THAT MAKE!!!!!!!!!!! I UNDERSTAND THAT DANNY IS TRYING TO BE "SYMPATHETIC" OR WHATEVER TO HIM, BUT IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET OVER IT!!!!!! I UNDERSTAND WHAT I DID WAS MEAN BUT MY GOD!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE COMPLETE CRAP!!!!!!!!! AFTER 2 YEARS YOU STILL CAN'T EVEN RUN INTO YOU WITHOUT IT BEING WEIRD! I DON'T EXPECT US TO BE "BEST FRIENDS" BUT I CAN'T GO ANYWHERE WITH DANNY THAT YOU MIGHT BE!! IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME!!! SO PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW IT MAKES SENSE TO YOU!!!! I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH DANNY!! YOU SHOULD HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT. I SHOULD BE ABLE TO GO WHERE I PLEASE WITH HIM. AND YOU SHOULD HAVE NO SAY!!! YOU ARE CONTROLLING MY LIFE 2 YEARS AFTER WE'VE BROKEN UP!! IT'S NOT RIGHT!!!! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT!!!!
i'm sooooooo beyond hurt and pissed.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Thursday, November 6, 2008
ugh...
It's like 1 in the morning and i can't sleep.
i'm freakin exhausted but i just cant sleep.
I have to be up in about 7 hours.
Lame....
i'm freakin exhausted but i just cant sleep.
I have to be up in about 7 hours.
Lame....
..........
There's nothing i can say really. My neighbor didn't make it. It was a major upset in our neighborhood.
Prayers are needed.
Prayers are needed.
WOW
So we just had a major thing happen on our tiny street. The man across the street John fell and things dont look good. We had the ambulance and fire trucks down here.
But things dont look good. prayers are needed.
But things dont look good. prayers are needed.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Laptop!!!!
I FINALLY got a laptop. And i LOVE it!!!!
A lot happened over the weekend.
Thursday-I ordered my laptop, i could barely contain my excitement. I was jumping and bouncing off the walls!! It was supposed to be here on Monday and that felt like forever away! I was able to go pick up the router the next day. So i did.
Friday-I had class at 9 so i did that, then it was time to go to Mishawaka. I went to Circut City to pick up my router and that took all of 2 seconds!. Then when i got home, my mom said that we were going to get Verizon. FINALLY!!!!! So my mom and i went and got verizon. excitement #2!!!
Saturday-Nothing really exciting. I painted glass for the craft show all day. I was starting to not feel good. And i'm not real sure but i think it was all the excitement!
Sunday- This day was my 2 year anniversary with Danny (11-2-06)!! He came over around 1230 and brought me the prettiest roses, and he bought me 2 computer games for my new laptop. My grandparents came over at about 1 or so and they stayed for a while. Danny and i went and got Wendy's when they left. Then we came back and we watched Billy Madison. We kind of just hung out and had a good day together. We went out to eat at Olive Garden and we came back and we watched the Colts game.
Monday- I had class at 10 but I didn't feel good. Danny stayed the night and we played some Monopoly. But we both got frustrated and had to quit. And then around 1230 my laptop came!!!!!!! I set it up and Danny put the games on it that he bought me. And it didn't quite work so he got frustrated. We went and got Subway. Shortly after Danny left that was at like 330. : ( I pretty much played with my laptop all day and night long after that.
It was a lot to happen in a few days. All the excitement literally made me sick. I couldn't stand it!!
Today i went over to Jake's to hang out with him and Shannon. Jake was in pain from his surgery yesterday, but he seemed to be doing pretty good. Before i went over there i stopped and bought him some Blue juice cuz he was out. Jake loves him some blue juice!!! I even went to his appointment with his mom and Shannon. He came home and slept. i left while i was sleeping.
Right now, it's time for me to get ready to go to work.. LAME!!! I hate work. But i have to go.
A lot happened over the weekend.
Thursday-I ordered my laptop, i could barely contain my excitement. I was jumping and bouncing off the walls!! It was supposed to be here on Monday and that felt like forever away! I was able to go pick up the router the next day. So i did.
Friday-I had class at 9 so i did that, then it was time to go to Mishawaka. I went to Circut City to pick up my router and that took all of 2 seconds!. Then when i got home, my mom said that we were going to get Verizon. FINALLY!!!!! So my mom and i went and got verizon. excitement #2!!!
Saturday-Nothing really exciting. I painted glass for the craft show all day. I was starting to not feel good. And i'm not real sure but i think it was all the excitement!
Sunday- This day was my 2 year anniversary with Danny (11-2-06)!! He came over around 1230 and brought me the prettiest roses, and he bought me 2 computer games for my new laptop. My grandparents came over at about 1 or so and they stayed for a while. Danny and i went and got Wendy's when they left. Then we came back and we watched Billy Madison. We kind of just hung out and had a good day together. We went out to eat at Olive Garden and we came back and we watched the Colts game.
Monday- I had class at 10 but I didn't feel good. Danny stayed the night and we played some Monopoly. But we both got frustrated and had to quit. And then around 1230 my laptop came!!!!!!! I set it up and Danny put the games on it that he bought me. And it didn't quite work so he got frustrated. We went and got Subway. Shortly after Danny left that was at like 330. : ( I pretty much played with my laptop all day and night long after that.
It was a lot to happen in a few days. All the excitement literally made me sick. I couldn't stand it!!
Today i went over to Jake's to hang out with him and Shannon. Jake was in pain from his surgery yesterday, but he seemed to be doing pretty good. Before i went over there i stopped and bought him some Blue juice cuz he was out. Jake loves him some blue juice!!! I even went to his appointment with his mom and Shannon. He came home and slept. i left while i was sleeping.
Right now, it's time for me to get ready to go to work.. LAME!!! I hate work. But i have to go.
Friday, October 10, 2008
what a waste...
Today was pretty much wasted.
I had class.....for about an hour.
Came home did very little, waited for Danny.
Drove around for about 3 hours.
sat.
got pissed off.
got left freakin starving
waited FOREVER!!!!!!!
what a wasted day
I had class.....for about an hour.
Came home did very little, waited for Danny.
Drove around for about 3 hours.
sat.
got pissed off.
got left freakin starving
waited FOREVER!!!!!!!
what a wasted day
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Bad mood.
I'm really just in a crappy mood today. I just want to be left alone, yet i want to hang out with someone. I'm so conflicted right now.
Today i went to church at Encore, yep the movie theater. It's a new thing Granger Community Church is doing. The whole service was about the question why?. Why does this happen, why does that happen. And it was almost the perfect service for my mom to be at. She keeps asking why stuff keeps happening with her jobs. My answer was because God has a purpose for her somewhere, that she just hasn't found yet. Sometimes I wonder where that is, and i know she wonders where that is, but God will let her know in his own time.
Somehow just writing that paragraph above made me feel a little bit better. I don't know, today has been weird, and cold!
I'm going to go draw more.
Peace!
Today i went to church at Encore, yep the movie theater. It's a new thing Granger Community Church is doing. The whole service was about the question why?. Why does this happen, why does that happen. And it was almost the perfect service for my mom to be at. She keeps asking why stuff keeps happening with her jobs. My answer was because God has a purpose for her somewhere, that she just hasn't found yet. Sometimes I wonder where that is, and i know she wonders where that is, but God will let her know in his own time.
Somehow just writing that paragraph above made me feel a little bit better. I don't know, today has been weird, and cold!
I'm going to go draw more.
Peace!
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